Sunday, July 20, 2008,10:10 PM
hi readers,
finally back to blogging..
well for the overwiew - I have met and I am still facing some problems.
friendship involvement is taking it's toll on me..
I can barely hold on to any friendships..
One thing I am certain about is that , in no matter what situations , I will always have2 friends beside me and ONE special person in my heart..
Those idiotic problems , made me waste my tears .
so what if i am not mature mentally ?
so what if I am too insensible for my age?
Is it a problem?
thats the way I am.
& i don't intend to make anymore changes to my character.
morever , why should i , because of two or three specific people , change myself.
i have done enough of changing and i am not satisfied with the new me .
I am now the old me , love me or hate me , you decide..
i have learnt one lesson , never trust
some people close to you..
they'll leak it out to their other good friend..
it had been a great blow on me since this june.
i will carry on with my life , be who I am & I'll do what is not against my conscience.
enough of those extra infos//
by the way , i have been reading books written by 'Adeline Yen Mah'
" Chinese Cinderella and the story of the dragon society " and "Chinese cinderella and the story of an unwanted daughter."those books are nice alright..
Now i am currently hunting for "Romeo and Juliet" shakespere version book.
i will be starting on the book ,"The Pearl". I hope it will be a nice book..
oh ya , yesterday , i went for the NDP08 celebration . the performance is average.
place is small.. but the fireworks are the best..
the fun packs they provided for me is short of a bag of chips!
and the fan thingy , the screw came off!
oh my!.. and it rained at the beggining and towards the end of the performance..
so the place is practically wet?
ya , but i enjoyed myself a little..
I MISSED CELL GROUP & CHURCH TO ATTEND THE NDP PARADEE!!
I FEEL SO BAD CAN!?
IRENEE! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
sorry i wasn't able to celebrate it with you.
but i have invited friends for the party , don't be sad yea??love you loads!
this is basically what have happened for the past few days..
ta-ta!
jerlyn`signign off!